Everything I Wanted by Billie Eilish

“这首歌基本上是写得我和Finneas的兄妹关系。我做了一个噩梦，我在梦里”自杀”了，除了我哥以外没有任何人在乎。梦里没有粉丝care，大家都在网上讨论我”自杀”的事情…我醒来之后就一直很烦躁，然后我们就写了这一段的歌词。这首歌有太多太多的含义了，我没法直接描述出来一个特定的含义。但是我想说的是，我哥哥是我最好的朋友，无论发什么我们都会一起面对。”

 

 

 

歌词（节选）欣赏：

 

I had a dream

我做了一个梦

I got everything I wanted

我已拥有我渴望的一切

Not what you'd think

不是你所想的一切

And if I'm bein’ honest it might've been a nightmare

如果要我说的话我渴望的可能只是一场噩梦

To anyone who might care

对于所有太过在乎的人来说

Thought I could fly (Fly)

曾以为我能够飞上天际

So I stepped off the Golden, mm

所以从金门大桥上我纵身一跃（Golden＝Golden Gate Bridge）

Nobody cried (Cried)

没有人为我哭泣

Nobody even noticed

甚至没有人注意到我

I saw them standing right there

我看到他们就站在那儿

Kinda thought they might care (Might care, might care)

还以为他们会对我施以援手

I had a dream

我做了个梦

I got everything I wanted

我拥有了我渴望的一切

But when I wake up I see

但我醒来却发现

You with me

只有你还在身边

And you say, “As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you”

而你说只要你在我身边没有人能将我伤害

Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to

不想再一次说谎但你可以学会对我说谎

If I could change the way that you see yourself

如果我能够改变你对于自己的看法

You wouldn’t wonder why you hear, “They don’t deserve you”

你就不会怀疑自己不会听到他人的贬低

I tried to scream

我想要尖叫

But my head was underwater

但我的声音却深埋于水下

They called me weak

他们说我脆弱不堪

Like I'm not just somebody’s daughter

好像我不过是他人的裙带

Coulda been a nightmare

这本该是一场噩梦

But it felt like they were right there

但感觉却如此真实

And it feels like yesterday was a year ago

感觉好像昨天已经是一年之前的事

But I don’t wanna let anybody know

但我不想让任何人知道

‘Cause everybody wants something from me now

因为现在每个人都想从我这捞点好处

And I don’t wanna let ‘em down

但我不想让他们知道

 

歌词点津：

And I don’t wanna let ‘em down

但我不想让他们知道

点津：let down 放低，放下，使失望，失信；